I remember why i stopped talking to him ages ago, james called me fat again!
This time i slapped him.

Got my MRI and CT results back.
Turns out there is nothing blocking the way at all, my stomach is just really lazy and cant be bothered pushing the food through.

Stupid stomach.

I really would like to stop feeling sick now.
Still, MRI tomorrow, maybe they will find something they can fix.
On the other hand maybe not.
I do wish they wouldn't use such unspecific words as deformity, stick you on the list for people to be jumped ahead of the que and then not actually tell you anything. It worries me, and I don't like worrying.

Andrew and I went to look at a flat today.
It is on Glen Street, just of Lauriston place, so really close to George square for 2011, and close to... well everything really.
Its ground floor with a garden front and back, unfurnished, 2 bed, and has been totally refurbished.
Its so beautiful inside, the walls and carpets all through are shades of cream, and the bathroom is newly tiled with one of those fold out glass shower things over the bath, not a shower curtain.
Its got a lovely big lounge, with working fireplace, and the second bedroom is quite small but has enough room for a single bed plus wardrobe, chest of drawers, bedside table and enough room left over to use it like a real bedroom not a box.
The bedrooms face east (so the back garden gets morning sun) and the lounge faces west (so evening sun for the front garden). Its also about a ten second walk from the meadows so it doesn't really matter except for the planting schemes.
The kitchen is also newly done with all brand new appliances, and a proper air sucky thing over the cooker and a huge fridge freezer. Its all cream and wood and looks really very posh.
There are pictures on my phone, but i can't find the cable to put them up.
Oh, and its only £650/month.

Mmmmmmm, beer.

Today i successfully magicked £136 out of a bank account that contained just £4.
I then had to apologize.
I was also informed that I really should have told them I was in hospital and actually it wouldn't have worried them because they already knew I was ill. Thanks. Nice to know they care.

Can I have someone elses family now please?

So, I got the results back from the endoscopy today. I was not pleased.
The bacteria test came back negative, and so I am getting booked in for an MRI scan of what was described on my results as a "Possible deformity of the duodenum".
On the upside, its not IBS. It could just be and ulcer in my duodenum. We shall find out in about 6 weeks.

I'm off camping today with my Beltane peoples. Anna was very nice yesterday, it was time to pay Anna and Yan back for the materials that have been bought for the group, and she took me aside and said that I didn't have to pay my share because they knew that I have barely enough money to eat, and they were my Beltane family now and that's what families did.
Not what my real family does... Like my Beltane family better.

Nice doctor found why I was bleeding and is fixing me :)

Its bleeding more this time :(
Wants doctors to fix now.

I miss the girls, have not seen them in ages :(
Essays nearly done yet?

Seems we have a new winner of worst job, taking over from cleaning up pee at £2.50/hour, its door to door sales! I lasted 4 hours, then after 0 sales my fingers and lips were numb, and i resigned.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6M17aG_Po2Y

:(

I have had an idea about my year out!
There is a scheme that means you can get payed £55/week to do volunteer work, and so I thought that maybe i could do conservation volunteering for a few months (until my student loan no longer covers my rent, at which point I will need a real job).
As you only need to do 30 hours a week i could also get a weekend job to save up a bit of money for my summer 2010 plan, which is to travel somewhere warm and preferable english speaking (like southern USA) and then canoe down it with just me, a tent, a canoe and lots of sketch books and cameras etc.

So, anyone have any thoughts?

There has been vegan scone win!

The recipe is:
8oz flour
2oz vegan marg
3tsp baking powder
4 fl oz soya milk

Sift the flour and baking powder together
rub in the marg
slowly add in the soya milk
roll into a 2cm thick slab
cut slab into 5cm rounds
bake on 180 degrees for 12-15 mins

Today appears to have been rather a success. I walked all the way over the crags, I got free pizza, and I bought a new cookbook.
The new cookbook is a book on vegan baking, as that's the most difficult bit of doing stuff for vegans. Its given me lots of ideas so I have picked up some stuff at sainsbury's, and when i pick up a few more bits from my flat (early tomorrow morning) I shall bake it into tasty tasty obviously-not-a-bribe's.
I think I shall make chocolate chilli cookies and scones. Possibly I shall also bring along some strawberries, and maybe some sort of light so we can see what we are eating.

Yet again i got nothing to wear to georges party. Need to make some more clothes.

*sigh* I shouldn't be allowed togo to parties with beltane men. Just too hot.

Damnit, brain, stopit!
Why do I always get a crush on the most unsuitable people?